.

i am me and forever will be.

Where were you when she was breaking down,

When she needed you to be around?

Did you see her fall down to the ground,

Missing how you used to sound?

Where were you on those lonely nights,

When she wanted to escape her plight?

Did you look back on her ruined life,

And see her end it with a knife?

Where were you when she cried those tears?

Why did you not soothe her fears?

And when the months turned into years,

Why were you still never there?

Where were you when I needed saving from myself? 

 You can't stop the pain in my heart.
Nor the tears running out of my eyes.
You can't stop the depression i've had for a years.
You can't help me breath when I stop breathing.
You can't stop the love I have for someone that isn't healthy for my heart.

You can't stop the sickness I feel inside me.
You can't strengthen my weak body.
You can't stop my body from aching.
The only one that can fix me, is the person that made me this way.
Dont try making me feel better, you can't. 















.DEAR GOD.

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

iskk. LDR is totally sucks.

melayu vs black awang

dah takde melayu sangat ke kat main campus sampai nak amik 'awang hitam' ni jadi model? =.="

kecik hati kami........

=(

beepp beepp ;p

cerita mirah

mirah start dulu. then aku balas. oh ni dalam kelas maths II, pukul 2 sampai 4 petang.. agak mengantuk di situ. jadi kami main conteng2 buku teks. buku sape yang jadi mangsa, tak lain tak bukan, aku la. =.="

dengki jadi dengkiQ ye mirah. biasa jadi biasaQ. tawu la kmo tu kelate. belajar bahase utara dari aku. bahase utara xde dengkiq2, biasaq2 tau mirah. camne bole exempted english ni? ;pp  mirah bile mengantuk mule la kacau2 membe sebelah. aku ngah sedap tulis, die pi tolak tangan, bagi tulisan aku buruk. haha. mcm2. aku bile mengantuk mintak cokelat kat die. lau die xde cokelat, die akan tumbuk2 belakang aku supaye x mengantuk. terbaek ahh. i loike u mirah. :)

one more, aku penah tertukar buku teks programming aku dengan buku die. dalam buku die, die ade  conteng,

"mengantuk!!!"

"mengantuk!!!"

"mengantuk!!!"

"mengantuk!!!"

"mengantuk!!!"

"mengantuk!!!"

"mengantuk!!!"

"mengantuk!!!"

"lagi setengah jam nak abis!!"

"tahan mengantuk!!"

tak sangke cara die hilang mengantuk die buat macam tu. haha.

mao ini!

exam maa

selasa : kelas, quiz maths II
rabu : submit lab report, SPEAKER'S CORNER for arab, kelas sampai petang.
khamis : pagi kelas, petang quiz programming, malam exam maths II.
jumaat : pagi exam chemistry I, petang kelas arab.
sabtu : pagi exam arab, petang siapkan assignment programming.

selasa depan : quiz chemistry
khamis : exam programming.


note: setiap hari belajar cam biase. exam tetap exam. kelas tetap kelas.
tension dari last week lagi. ended up eating + nanges. planning tukar kos lagi? dem.
istikarah dulu. everyone, please be good to me.

Stand Up

Munsyid : Muadz Dzulkifli Al-Masaar

"قم يا فلان فأذن أنه لا يدخل الجنة الا مؤمن"
"ان الله يؤيد الدين برجل فاجر"

Oh you stand up! say it together
None enters paradise save a true believer
Allah shall support this religion
With a sinful man with a wicked man

Some people see barriers
In classes and in colours
Some people are wiser
But some believe they are hollier

Feel the heart of everyone
See through our differences

You and I have the power
Think good of one another
So stand up and take our places
And do what we do better
Spend sometime to know ourselves
Help the other

p.s: demam laaa. x(

dari hari jumaat lg.

dlm mulut ade pecah, bdn sejuk, selseme. hingusan x hengat. homakaihh! :(

nk exam dah ni. tension sgt2 this sem. 

arab kene byk hafal. mslhnye x terhafal2 lg.

quiz maths takley buat. *kecewa gile. maths kot!!

programming x dpt hasil die. madam tunjuk 1 basic example, then soalan die lg susah dari example tu. arrrrr.... blur lg. bile tanye madam, die mara2... madam2.. timkaiii??... :(

nk balik umah lps exm. cepat la sehat. -imy.

it's just a number

minggu ni benci 16hb ngn 17hb.  aaaarrr :(

toink, sabar2. ok.

p/s: what time is it? it's 4.25 am.

10 fakta menarik untuk hari ini:


1. citer megamind memang best. x rugi tengok.

2. A. samad said lagi rendah dari aku. ok sila bayangkan.

3. ekin (mawi) dan kembarnye, ain lebey kurang tinggi aku je.

4. hard disk tertinggal di bangku court sepak takraw ketika rafest.

5. mostly budak uia jujur. sumpah aku suka. ni pasal lost n found items. aku da ade 3exp.

6. rase annoying gila dgn dj rafest tu. ko maen2kan aku eh. pdhal da mmg kenal sebelum ni.

7. quote "when you feel so tired but you can't sleep" amat tepat. aku susaaaaa gileeeee nk tidooo.
kenapeee niii weyyyy??? =((((  jenuh da golek2. still can't sleep.

8. smlm dpt chocolate + nota dari die. hantar terus ke bilik. owh. SHE still anggap aku kwn die. thank youu! kawan sampai mati :)

9. today is my last time i meet my little bro. last time? kot la. little bro, but he's older than me. thnks atas ape yg hang da buat slame ni, hang mmg baek. aku tau :)

10. x study lagi. quiz hari selase. sehari sebelum raye. oh demm. otak mesti da ingat rumah daa.\



see? jam da pukul 2a.m lebih.. .still xleh tido. :(